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I need this as a tapestry



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cosmicmommy:

Tonight I saw my best friend and just looking at her I had to hold back the tears you could clearly see she was on or was using heroin. I wanted to cry and hug her so much. I could literally feel the pain inside her. She’s going to rehab today but I really hope she finds herself deep within. Im…

I can relate to this post so much! I haven’t done Heroin in months, yet, It’s everywhere’s. What sucks even more is that I’m still blamed for other people’s addictions bcuz I got them “started” on it. I can say the truth and be honest that I was way out of fkn control for a few years but that is over with now. Altho you know how people are, even if you quit, they don’t look at you the same…not at all. Some people still believe I use Heroin and the others believe I’m a spoiled brat addicted to Xanax. This is why I don’t even have any friends anymore ( Including junkies ) bcuz either they want my Xanax or think I still use Heroin. 

I’m glad your sober and I hope you stay clean. I hope we both do bcuz we’d be lying if we said we could handle Heroin.

Wow I am in shock that you replied haha haven’t heard from you in AWHILE. You were my last heroin blog that I unfollowed!! But yup year and a half off dope! Happy to see you’re clean too!

Ps- I know for a fact I can’t handle heroin thus why I don’t even mess around. Iv heroin is just too good to ever play with again and that’s a fact. I actually like being able to feel again. Sometimes I get sad but I never want to be numb like that again.

http://cosmicmommy.tumblr.com/post/92524676611

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cosmicmommy:

Tonight I saw my best friend and just looking at her I had to hold back the tears you could clearly see she was on or was using heroin. I wanted to cry and hug her so much. I could literally feel the pain inside her. She’s going to rehab today but I really hope she finds herself deep within. Im…

I can relate to this post so much! I haven’t done Heroin in months, yet, It’s everywhere’s. What sucks even more is that I’m still blamed for other people’s addictions bcuz I got them “started” on it. I can say the truth and be honest that I was way out of fkn control for a few years but that is over with now. Altho you know how people are, even if you quit, they don’t look at you the same…not at all. Some people still believe I use Heroin and the others believe I’m a spoiled brat addicted to Xanax. This is why I don’t even have any friends anymore ( Including junkies ) bcuz either they want my Xanax or think I still use Heroin. 

I’m glad your sober and I hope you stay clean. I hope we both do bcuz we’d be lying if we said we could handle Heroin.

Wow I am in shock that you replied haha haven’t heard from you in AWHILE. You were my last heroin blog that I unfollowed!! But yup year and a half off dope! Happy to see you’re clean too!

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Her old friends.(2013),Risa Mehmet
いじわるされても、あの子がそばにいるから大丈夫?

Tonight I saw my best friend and just looking at her I had to hold back the tears you could clearly see she was on or was using heroin. I wanted to cry and hug her so much. I could literally feel the pain inside her. She’s going to rehab today but I really hope she finds herself deep within. Im sick of being around heroin addicts. I may be sober now but it feels like heroin is always behind me. I ignore it and it’s out of my life but it’s always in my life if that makes sense. If it’s not my little brother it’s my best friend if it’s not a best friend it’s my boyfriend if it’s not my boyfriend IT’S A COUSIN. I guess all I can do is continue to ignore it and be grateful for my sobriety.

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ॐWandering Wolfॐ

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