So my boyfriend grandpa has been trying to give away all his stamps from his stamp collection that’s worth LOTS of money. The reason he is doing this because he is 86 and he said it’s pretty much his time to go. My boyfriend didn’t even tell me he said that. His sister told me today and I almost started crying. Im not close like they are but I don’t want my boyfriend to go through that type of pain cause I lost my grandma last year and I still cry at least once a week and it happened almost a year ago. I’m crying right now just thinking about it. Ugh fuck this I always get a feeling when someone is about to die. When I first found out I was pregnant I started crying cause I knew my grandma wouldn’t make it to meet my son and she missed him by ONE FUCKING WEEK. I can’t stand this cause I know my boyfriend’s grandpa is getting old and can’t even walk and ugh fuck man death is so bittersweet. Cherish the moments you have with everyone you meet cause life is just way to short….